I lost My Cat On Our 6th Years Love Anniversary

We were having a dinner party when being so busy entertaining my visitor,on my partners 6th year anniversary, my cat also been busy asking for attention to everybody. I Put him in the cage i just brought him, yet he is able to escape. Its been 2mnths now since we moved in to this new place, he always insist to go out? I know he wants to get married, hehehe funny ha!but thats, what my fellow cat lovers said. He must have a partner. I have no idea how, because he always have fight with his neighboring cats, and yet he wants to be friend with them. Nonstop meow meow pointing to the door knob. So i let him out thinking he probably just come back.
But its been two nights and 2days after that party, his nowhere to be seen. We been roaming around to find him. But non of his shadow showed up.
They said "if you love someone set it free, if he comes back he is yours, if not he never was". But dear, i cant stop crying for two days, till now I'm still hoping. Its a different feeling when you break up with your boyfriend at least he can still call you that he is happy and just fine. Wow! this is really different men..

His last Photo with me. If am free, i give time to cuddle him, and he will calm down and just contented with leaning on my lap or in my feet..

He is not a baby anymore, he will always cry for freedom to meet his real world, my cuddles might calm him down just for awhile but he deserves freedom. I know he will come home soon...